Best Friends :(

Ever feel like you've lost everything? And life just isn't worth living anymore? You've lost things(your favorite stuffed animal...), people are being mean to you (like your best friends favorite guy-friend yet she doesn't want to call him her boyfriend), and worst of all, you and your best friend got in a fight, and won't even talk to each other.
That just happened to me, and I'm feeling pretty bummed at the moment. But we sort of talked it out, and we have to film for a Spanish movie tomorrow, but I don't know how she'll act. I love her cuz she's my best friend. Even when her and her guy friend are hounding down on you for some reason. They're yelling at you, accusing you, telling you to stay away. And you know what, I tried to defend myself, but they just went on and kept on accusing me. And yes, I was pretty upset, that I said to them both, 'You know what, think what you will.' And signed off. I'm trying my best to take it like a pro, but no matter how hard I try. No matter how hard anybody tries, if it's a really good friend you got in a fight with, you just can't help feeling depressed and down. And maybe even shriveling up in a corner until everything is better. You have to be careful, because you could fall into a depression. And those obviously aren't good. So go about life like you normally would, and be the ultimate optimist. Send your friend a letter with lots of 'apologies,' 'I love you's', 'cute friendship pictures,' and just stuff that you think might convince them. Put a little friendly, clean humor into it. Tell them that you wouldn't know what to do with out them...
I'm just so lost right now, and don't know what else to do. She said she didn't want to talk to me, but not to worry, cuz she'll see me when we film. I just hope that everything goes better, and we'll forget about it, and go on like we always did. Her guy-friend even said for me to stay away from her. I had an excellent come-back, but I had already signed out.